Friday, 1 August 2008

Geography vs. Creativity

I'm going to speak specifically to writers for a sec because I've found that I'm having a bit of trouble getting on with The Project. And it's not because I'm stuck on a plot point or because I've run out of ideas. I think the problem's geography. Specifically the way I think depending on where I am.

The Big Computer is located in the Family Room. This is not ideal at this time of the year, when the kids are off school, because the X-Box, all the toys and - oh yeah - the computer are all in the same place, hence noise levels can be quite high and it is not conducive to work. But to tell the absolute truth if I wanted to sit down and write in there I could just kick the kids out and tell them to occupy themselves elsewhere. Or at least work out a time-share option. No, the problem is the computers location, i.e. on a desk, facing a blank wall, with a hard wooden chair in front of it. This doesn't seem to bother me at all when blogging, writing emails, checking on Facebook, doing research and getting assignments done. It works well, in fact. I feel like I'm doing a task - working to a goal - I'm all business. The lack of natural light (it's in the darkest corner of the room) or comfort actually assists in the focus. No doubt, for getting work done, The Big Computer is definitely in the right place.

However, right now with The Project I'm in a very creative place. I'm doing a lot of day dreaming and picture drawing in my head and that dark corner, blank wall and wooden chair are doing my mojo no favours at all. There's no far off place to look to when I'm chasing down an image or feeling around for just the right word to describe something. And did I mention how uncomfortable that bloody chair is? On top of that every time I stop tapping for a few seconds one of my offspring hovers at my shoulders asking me if I'm finished yet. Aaarrrrgh! And don't even get me started on how distracting having the internet right there, when you're struggling, is!!!

However when I'm sitting on my bed, pillows piled high behind me, the window wide open allowing the breeze to circulate all around I'm in the zone. Here, my imaginary conversations come alive. Maybe it's the light, maybe it's the birdsong or maybe it's the fact that there's nothing that the kids want in my room but it's where I do my best imagining. In the last week I've been scribbling notes and little scenes in a notebook but despite the fact that I'm pleased with what I've got, I'm frustrated with the fact that I'm not making the same progress that I would if I had a computer. On top of that my handwriting dissolves into appalling scribble after a while and despite myself I end up writing in scrawly short-hand. I'm beginning to wonder if I'm actually losing the art of handwriting. Tomorrow I'm going to write in a much bigger notebook. A4. Instead of just a scene, I'm going to attack my next chapter. I'm determined to have the first draft finished in 12 weeks. I have three kids and I'm starting a new job soon so I'll only have an hour or two a day when I can give writing full focus. Because of that I have to make the very most of the next five weeks of summer holidays.

I know what the answer is. I need a laptop. No internet connection. Just Word and a printer connection. I could sit on my comfy bed and tapity-tap-tap, or look out the window thinking or draw diagrams and storyboards in my notebook, drink endless cups of tea and not be bothered by anyone. Because who else would want to go on a computer that's not connected to the internet?

And then when all the thinking and dreaming stuff is finished and I have to drag the darn thing into shape and polish it up I could go back downstairs to the hard wooden chair and the blank wall and get my focus on.

Seems like an extraordinary extravagance though doesn't it? My own laptop with only one application on it, just for me alone? And it still wouldn't stop that other thing from happening that's interfering with my progress… I keep nodding off after lunch.

18 comments:

Natalie Whipple said...

I love my laptop, and I'll admit right now that I didn't take off writing until after I got it.

I had a desktop, and I didn't like to write there. Now I sit on the couch, in bed, or even at my mom's and type out whatever I can.

On my desktop, I got about two thirds of a book done. When I got my baby computer, I finished that one...two others...and well, you know.

Go go laptops!

Unknown said...

Funny, I was just going to say, you need a laptop...

No, it is not an extravagance - a writer needs a place in which to write that inspires creativity - several places if need be.

I have a study and although the desk is built into a corner, there is a window right there - with no view so to speak of, but I find the sky and the clouds work just fine.
And although I have a laptop, I find I work mostly at my desktop - it's something to do with the keyboard, the discipline of a desk etc...

JaneyV said...

Natalie - if having a laptop would make me half as prolific as you , it would definitely be worth it. Does your laptop give you all those killer ideas too???


Vanilla - it's definitely on my list of 'things I must purchase when I have the spondoolicks'!

I to need the discipline of the desk when I'm doing the grunt work but i find it kills the creativity at the conception point. Having a laptop would give me the freedom to just go for it - wherever!


And it would be something new and shiny for me.

Shiny is good!

Natalie maybe I'm part dragon!!!

Natalie Whipple said...

Hehe, you can't be part dragon. It's against the Code for them to mix with humans...or course, maybe you're an exception...hmmm...

Maybe I'll explore than in the third book:)

Laptop doesn't give me the ideas, but she sure makes it easier to get them down. And then I get more ideas when I'm thinking so hard. It's like a snowball rolling down a hill...

Whirlochre said...

The internet is such a distraction, it's true.

Look at me now — I should be writing.

At least I'm not downloading pictures of fridge freezers this morning...

JaneyV said...

I know what you mean - I find the WHIRLPOOL 20RUD3J particularly distracting!

Unknown said...

Part dragon, eh? - yes, that would explain the red hair...
;-)

JaneyV said...

Nice 'n' Easy 116 explains the hair far better!

Anonymous said...

Being able to move around is a powerful thing. You can be where the creativity is hitting you strongest. Maybe out in a place where the action is happening.

Definitely go for the laptop. :)

McKoala said...

Hm, I like the autumnal shades.

Yes, buy a laptop. You Must, Because I Say So.

On the other hand, if Somebody protests as Somebodies often do, creating an idea board can help with story - so when you look up you don't see a blank wall, but stuff related to your story - keeping your mind in the zone. Cheaper than a laptop.

Kiersten White said...

Yes, you definitely, definitely need a laptop.

My laptop doesn't just give me ideas--it actually takes credit for them.

Unfortunately I have to send my baby in for some maintenance. It's going to be a long, lonely week : (

For me, being able to curl up on the couch or bed makes me so much more productive and able to daydream.

Being able to access all of these delightful blogs, however, saps a significant amount of that productivity.

JaneyV said...

I agree Jason and moving around also helps stave off the writer's butt! There's nothing quite like sitting in the same position for hours on end to increase the size of your tooshie!

McK Autumnal tones beat monochrome every time! Great tip about the idea board (I may just do that) but I'm still hanging out for the laptop!

Kiersten Sorry to hear that Laptop's in the 'puter hospital. I hope he's well and back taking the credit for your work again soon. Re the internet - I agree it is far too distracting. That's why when I'm all Laptopped up there will be no internet on it. I will have to go to The Big Computer to access WWWebbiness. I'm hoping the exercise will put me off.

Bee said...

I've just been thinking about this very same problem! While we were away, I just couldn't write at all. Even though I bought myself a journal, I HATE writing anything longhand now. I can think so much better when I'm typing. Also, there is the privacy issue.

I've been wanting a laptop, too . . . so maybe I should start saving my money for it.

Esther said...

I love my laptop. I would definetely go get one. Mums are so bad at putting their needs after ever one elses. What you are looking for shouldn't cost the world. Would second hand be an option.

PJD said...

You might opt for something cheaper. Like an AlphaSmart. I have a friend who composes with one and seems to do very well with it.

When I'm in serious composition mode (no editing), I use a wireless keyboard with a Palm T|X. The batteries last for weeks, and the Palm doubles as an MP3 player when I'm not writing, and it's really easy to transfer the files back and forth. The problem is the keyboard does not use all the shortcuts I am used to. But for getting the ideas and words down, I love it. Plus, it's ultra portable and is great for airplanes, the train, and cafes.

JaneyV said...

Bee I know what you mean. I feel almost uncoordinated writing longhand now. It's funny how we've become attached to our technology isn't it?

Sher Second hand is definitely an option. I'm not sure that it counts as a need as much as a desire though! Hubby (or Tech Support as he is sometimes called when he's not listening) is looking into it for me. I really only want a portable word processor. I have the internet and all the other apps you'd ever need on the Big Computer. Fancy is not necessary at all! :0)

JaneyV said...

Ooh Pete you snuck in there while blogger was on holiday! Thanks for that - I will look into those suggestions! I'll let you know what happens!

Barrie said...

I bet you could buy a used laptop for not too much, esp. if you're not worried about having internet. And you so deserve it. :